I find my life to be so colorful as what people would say. Why? Because I have been too different as what others don't feel the same way. Whenever the year ends, it always remind me of the same reminder that was set off last year; and that is making your own New Years Resolution.
This is the only thing that I don't make every year but instead I instill it in my mind every now and then. Now, there has been no resolution for me because the solution has never realized since I started to think of it. And the best way to do is just forgetting everything and just do my own thing to achieve it. Instead of making my own resolution for this year 2011, I will make a different way and that is the resolution of others for me.
- LOOSE WEIGHT - people tend to judge me for over-eating, no exercise, and future candidate of heart attack, stroke, cancer and many others. They usually say that they were just so concerned of my lifestyle for having this big gorgeous BOWDAY!!! Yah, all of you deserves a thank you, but the dilemma that seeks answers by controlling myself from eating and tons of exercise will soon a big frustration on the next six months. The more stress and the more pressure means more chances of getting to the graveyard due to fatigue.
- SAVE MONEY - hahaha... I'm a compulsive buyer, what I see is what I'll buy and sometimes, what I need is what's being compromised. I want to save but again don't pressure myself to save and save because, the more that I think I still have money, the more I crave to spend. It's not that I spend it with expensive stuff as what rich people do, but I spend my money wisely as I could. Of course, I don't want to compromise food because that will ruin the first resolution.
- SMOKING - this was not a habit not until I started in getting used to its taste. A habit that is so hard to stop for others but for me would be easy until I reach the age of 30. I promised myself to stop from using it; but for now, I want to enjoy every moment I puff a stick of cigarette. I am very keen to the number of sticks I consume in a day, and I'm glad that a pack of ten sticks would last for two days. Let's say that I consume for five sticks in a day. The problem is when I go to parties and drinking sessions, where i consume double as what I target in a day.
- ALCOHOL - the same with smoking, both of these vices started at the same time. When I drink, I smoke. It's like water and air, you can't live without it. Well, everything for me has its own time, and soon I will quit with it. Though our body needs alcohol, it's not a reason for me to be drunk all the time. The same as food and smoke, I take moderately. Too much is too bad, and know your limitations.
- OTHERS - comments on my first impression that I'm so snobbish. I think all you have to do is just to accept it.
Maybe these are the things that most people would want me to have it on my New Year's resolution. We have our own prerogative to do or not to do these on our lists. It's all about discipline and self control for us to avoid the following.
Lastly, learn to accept for who we are. If you need to change something or if you want to improve something that would result positively, then go ahead! Bottom-line is, we are all human in this world that needs to improve and to learn more of it's nature. Each has it's time; a time to change, a time to grow even from this world full of pride and prejudice.
